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beauty in the breakdown
such boundless pleasures, we've no time for later now, you can't await your own arrival, 20 seconds to comply. it's all right, cause there's beauty in the breakdown. |
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about
her name is deborah, born on 27th august 1996. 13 years old, if you can't do the math.
she is a proud christian and loves God, tennis, art, reading, and (haha, i kid you not) physics. MGS-1O-tennisers! ♥ tag
affiliates
lizzie;
rachel;
mel;
lillian;
cassmine;
carolyn;
cordi;
becky;
stacy;
christy;
jean;
and hey hey tell me if you have a blog so i can link ;D archives
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Thursday, November 26, 2009, 8:07 PM
I threw away my wallet. -.- Andd, I lost my bag. Well, not neccessarily lost it. I just kind of. Left it there. You know. I'll be back. To get it. As long as no one stole it or threw it away, I'll be fine. Heh. Okay my bad. Because I left my wallet in a plastic bag I was going to throw away, and I forgot to take it out. And I, yes, the smartest move I have ever made in my life, threw it away. And my EZ link card was inside too. ): And, yes, I left my bag at Kallang too. Two completely unlinked events. Blah. :) Oh yep we were at Kallang to watch Becky and Hilary play doubles. Well they lost but it was a really close game. :) Hehe. Tomorrow we're watching Lizzie and Rachel's match. They're playing under 16 D: And they're seeded too. Isn't that cool haha. Okay it's getting kind of late and I know this post says 8:07 PM but I kind of dragged it on for a while. Hm. Quite a long time actually. Heh. Okay I should gooo.
Wednesday, November 25, 2009, 10:30 PM
Only three people bothered to come for training today -.- although most of them had matches :)Yeah so after training, which was kind of boring because we played triangle singles or whatever it's called, Lizzie, Nee Yen and I went to BTP for lunchh and stuff ;) But Liz had to leave early for her match ): OH WHICH I FORGOT TO ASK HER ABOUT OKAY I'LL GO ASK HER NOW :D Aw she lost. ): Hah anyway I pretty much stayed at home for the rest of the day. Which was really boring. Kind of. And we just went on Oovoo (MeRachelLiz) but then my screen froze and I left the room because I wanted to watch Coraline outside hehe and I have no idea what kind of weird photos they took on oovoo with me frozen there. That must have been kind of creepy. I was just thinkingg about how when we were young we - me sarah rachel becky - were soo cute when we came up with weird imaginary games and stuff. Like once we lined up all the dining chairs in a circle and covered it with a blanket. Then we went inside and pretended we were in a ship. Huh. That was interesting. Haha. And we'd take those big cardboard boxes which probably came from something our parents bought but anyway we'd sit in them, and draw buttons on the flaps with markers. And we pretended we were in a spaceship. How cool is that. Those were the days. Hahah. But we're all old and boring now. Sniff. :) I miss our old house. So manyy memorrieess. :) heh. And they completely changed our old apartment already. It looks so different now. Aww. And I miss living near Orchard Road! We can just walk out :) But oh well this place is good I guess, I mean... it has Bukit Timah Shopping Centre. Surely that beats Ion. No? Darn. Oh right I forgot I have to wake up for training tomorrow ugh have to sleep early -.- ♥ Tuesday, November 24, 2009, 7:07 PM
It was close. Kind of.4-9. It's not that bad, right? We could have done worse. Heh. Okay, fine, they were both P6. But still. They were verryy good for their age :) When our opponents did something supposedly funny, like miss the ball when we gave it to them for service, Carolyn just started laughing. -.- Very polite Carolyn. Not rude at all. And and during the game I was at the net, and the baseline player hit directly at me so I didn't know whether to take it backhand or forehand, but before I could decide, the tennis ball hit really hard on my hair band, and it split into two. Yeah. That was kind of weird. It happened so fast. Sniff. I didn't see it coming. My head really hurt. But it was really funny at the same time and I would have laughed really hard but maybe our opponents would have thought that we were just weird. Ah. Tournaments are so much fun. 2012. I really want to watch it :D I probably will. Hm. I think my cell is going to watch it for cell outing. :) Although I don't really know what it's about. I mean, I know it's about the end of the world and stuff, but how did they drag on 2 hours based on that? I don't really know the storyline. Heh. I'll see. :) I just found out about Futureme.org. It's so cool. Hahah. ♥ Monday, November 23, 2009, 6:57 PM
Today when I switched on the computer I had a sudden urge to check if the class lists were up yet on the school website. And they were. :D Heh. And I didn't really want to check it either because I knew I would probably be in a class with a lot of people I didn't know. But I guess it's okay when I checked it but it had a lot of people I didn't exactly expect to be in the same class as me but oh well it's not that bad. :) But a lot of people I wanted to be in the same class as are in different classes. Aww. Oh wow I completely forgot about this post until four hours later :D which is now. Liz is creating weird facebook pages. Hahaha. I don't know what she's going to make. Oovoo :)  I decided not to put the unglam one up here :) You know what, Mel? I have a feeling you didn't download oovoo today, like you promised to. Ugh I really don't want to sleep now but I should because TENNIS IS AT 8 to 11 TOMORROW for some reason -.- And oh yeah! Me and carolyn are going to play for under 14 spex tournament hahah :D Ehh carolyn I might pull the score down. Oh well. You've already made your choice for doubles partner. Too late. You'll regret it. Heh Liz now I get why I should be more optimistic. :) Wish me luck. Haha. ♥i'll need it Friday, November 20, 2009, 5:56 PM
 Oovoo. :) Rachel looks so emo. Rachel and Liz could do video effects when I couldn't. Sniff. But I could keep changing the brightness of my video up and down to make it look as if it's flashing. How pathetic. :D Well, yeah, if you can't guess by now, training was obviously cancelled. Again. And this time it rained exactly at 2. How perfect. I'm like a stalker on facebook. I go to random people's walls and look through their posts when I'm bored. Haha. But out of curiosity, do you guys do that too? Or am I just creepy. I do weird things when I'm bored. Once I clicked that  button at the bottom of my wall, like, how many times just to read all my past year posts -.- until I got to the very start of my account heh.I have no life. Dinner now :)
Wednesday, November 18, 2009, 7:16 PM
Let's start from the very beginning, a very good place to start.Training was cancelled again, halfway. So we did stuff like basketball (which I was really good at :D) and playing with dice and taking lots of photos. Yeah that was the video we took. Which explains the first sentence in this post. Sorry about the preview shot. It's kind of creepy. With Carolyn and all. :) Do Re Mi is a really nice song :) hahah. Except we kind of ruined it. But it's just that, you know, the recording on my phone isn't the BEST, and the audio came out kind of weird. :D So it's not entirely our fault. For some reason I'm having an obsession with Segoe Ui. And for those who aren't familiar with it, no, Segoe Ui is not a singer, book, movie, or a person, for that matter. It's a font. Hah. Which is why I changed the font of my blog to Segoe Ui. Hehe. Yes, I know. I'm being weird. :) But it's such a cute font. :D Does anyone else think so? No? Oh well. :) I was just going to end off there but I felt like posting more haha. You know New Moon is just sitting on my desk staring at me and I know I shouldn't read it because if I did then I wouldn't feel like finishing the first one, which I can't even complete because I lost the book and I don't know why I even started reading Twilight in the first place. -.- Twilight is out to get us. Ohh you know what I just realised! The literature book we got from the start of the year is still with me. The Monster Garden. That was a weird book. But YEAH did they forget to collect it? Or am I just blur. Heh. Both very likely possibilities. ♥
Tuesday, November 17, 2009, 8:04 PM
 It's a really lame survival game for people who are bored and have nothing better to do. Based on the movie 2012. We're going to watch 2012 tomorrow :) A lot of people said it was nice. But oh well we'll see. We just had training today. The past few days have been boring since I didn't go out for like, shopping and watching movies :) But at least going out tomorroww with the tennisers. I'M ALLERGIC TO PRAWNS. :D I just found out. Today during dinner I ate, like six. And I just broke out in hives. Haha. At least I didn't eat as many as Rachel. Yeah I probably will have more to post tomorrow :D Monday, November 16, 2009, 6:58 PM
Everyone abandoned me after tennis. Sniff.Today coach made us run according to how many matches we lost and obviously I ran a lot of rounds. :) And you know, I was just thinking of what we did to our previous coaches last time and HAHAH it was hilarious. But kind of weird, now that I think of it. Like once, we put a piece of grass on Woodford's bottle, like on top of it and I was kind of against it because I didn't exactly want him to choke and die haha. But we went with it anyway despite my protests because no one seemed to care that his life was at stake -.- What? Really! He could have died. Hehe. Seriously. :D But he noticed it before he drunk from his water bottle. And then we got scolded. Heh. And he made Jean go for a run. Ah, good times. What else? Oh yes, the sunblock on his car handles. Now that was classic. Although kind of mean. :) But our other coach (Francis. Haha, tsk, we all call our coaches by their names) didn't do much to annoy us or anything so we pretty much left him alone. I can't really remember what we did to Coach (as in our current one :D). I guess by the time we got to know him we were (kind of) too mature for such things. :) Oh yeah after tennis everyone went home and left me ALL ALONE. It's kind of scary, actually being in school all alone. :D I was the last one to go home. ): Isn't that the saddest story you've ever heard. I miss classmates ): hehe. I hardly see them anymore. Oh well. That's why we should organise outings and stuff :D Facebook won't load. Yes, that's right. I gave up on taking a break from Facebook. Not that I do much on it anyway. :D I just open the page and if there's anything I really want to see or comment on I just do. Haha. Oh well at least I'm not addicted like some people. :D I don't feel like thinking of a nice way to end my post. Heheh.
Friday, November 13, 2009, 1:47 PM
HOLIDDAYYSS.I can't believe it, but I actually want school to start again. Hah. First time that ever happened. But reallyy. :D I would do dedications. But it feels too. Public. :) And you know. I haven't even finished Twilight. Because I lost the book. Heh sorry about that Grace. But I reallyy want to know the ending :) Not that I really like twilight. It's kind of weird how everyone's obssessed over it. But I want to watch the movie :) Rachheell. Enough with the pictures. The facebook email notifications are annoying. :)
, 1:45 PM
Training's cancelled. Again. Bleh. :)
Thursday, November 12, 2009, 11:16 PM
No one showed up for training today. Except me and Nee Yen. -.- Tsk everyone's so lazy to go.Yeah so it was obviously cancelled. Which is what I wanted in the first place. But I had to go all the way back home :D Haha. And in the rain. I'm taking a break from facebook. :) I'll see how that works out. I kind of miss school. I feel too free. :D But at least there's training. Which is better than nothing. Kind of, anyway. And we can always arrange outings and stuff. I miss school. ): Oh well. Things change. I can't wait till the class lists come out on the school website. But everyone will probably know the day it comes out. Imagine the hype it would create on facebook. And msn. Maybe I shouldn't take a break from facebook, then. Hm. Okay that's kind of a lame reason haha. But I want to know when. ): Remember in primary school when we found out immediately in our report books? How nice was that. Hehe. Okay I'm not going to talk more on this subject. It bores me. Haha.
, 4:54 PM
 Hahah yeah one of blogger's weird glitches. :D _______________________________________________________________
, 1:01 AM
I just discovered how to dock the taskbar on the side of the computer. HAHAHA.Heh okay not that interesting. Training today was okay I guess. I had to partner coach and play against Julia and Nichole but we lost because of me hehehe. :) But we had a good chance... kind of. And I could have won more points... kind of. :D I've hardly realised Rachel has been gone. Oh that's such a cruel thing to say hehe. SORRY RACHEL I THINK OF YOU EVERY DAY AND REALLY MISS YOU. Okay that was kind of creepy but you get my point. Tsk. Seriously. We should get a class trip too. Just because we're not as smart as the SBC people doesn't mean we don't deserve to go to China :D Ooh I really want to go to China. I've never been there before. I don't really know what it's like. :) Thinking of school trips makes me miss PERTH :DD Last year in like November we had some sports tour thing in Perth where the tennis school team and a few other school teams went to Perth for some sports thing where we play friendly matches against schools there :) But we did other stuff like visit the Olympics training centre (?) So yeah it was fun :D And the stay in the farm was really fun. :) But I won't bore you with the details. Playing some weird diving game on msn with Nicc now haha. The background music is really annoying. Aww Nicc can't handle the hardest level. Heheh. I really should sleep soon. But think of all the wasted time I could have spent on the computer, doing something productive. Instead of sleeping. How boring. Hehe.
Tuesday, November 10, 2009, 10:57 PM
HELLO :D
I just realised that was the first time I started my post with a hello. Hehe anyway. Today was kind of normal except it DIDN'T RAIN. Actually I kind of wanted to play tennis anyway :) So yeah coach was nice and let us run 5 rounds. Too many MSN conversations at once can drive you crazy. Seriously. Sarah's been watching too much Gossip Girl lately. I would watch it too, but i don't want to get addicted or anything. And that's why I only watched the first episode of Boys over Flowers. :) Hahah a few days ago on FRIDAY we took some really nice pictures in the rain :) So I'll post them up here hehe. From Lizzie :D   My tagboard is dead . ): hehe. Monday, November 9, 2009, 8:09 PM
Training was cancelled halfway today :D HAHA. because of the rain :)When is the rain going to stop coming every afternoon? Not that i'm complaining, or anything. Hehe. This morning we (alethea grace me) went to plaza sing. But we went too early and the movie theatre wasn't open so we just went to the shops downstairs but most of them weren't open either so we kind of just went around in circles. Then Grace insisted we went to the arcade, and minutes later we were standing by the side watching Grace persist on grabbing a stuffed toy in one of those machines with the claw thing. And she never got it. Tsk. Waste of six dollars. Yeah so we watched Cloudy with a Chance of Meatballs which I already watched but decided to watch again anyway :D Ah then right after the movie I had to go home then go for training and I was late, but might as well not have gone at all. Since we only trained for like half an hour. Training was cancelled because of the rain :D So we (nichole alicia julia jean sarah me) went to our house. We got scolded for jumping into the pool fully clothed. And even worse, in our school uniform. Heh. We are apparently a "disgrace to our school" according to the lady who scolded us. Oh well. :) It was fun while it lasted. Haha. Then we went back up to change and stuff. Then what what did we do. Like go on computer and stuff heh. Then we ordered Pizza from some castle place for dinner :D Everyone's fascinated by watermelon balls. Weird.
Sunday, November 8, 2009, 11:50 PM
UPDATE SOON :)Long comment threads on facebook can sometimes drive me crazy.
Thursday, November 5, 2009, 8:29 PM
Does anyone know if a venus flytrap is a flower?This morning Grace came over and it rained hahhahah training was cancelled. Yay. So Rachel Julia Sarah and I went to VIVOCITY and we watched My Sister's Keeper. I read the book. Which was nice too. And the movie was very sad. And everyone was tearing and stuff. It's not my fault! Everyone gets sore throats. I just had to clear my throat, even if it was at the saddest part of the movie and spoiled everyone's mood. It's not funny. ): But yeah it was a nice movie I guess. And we hardly shopped we just walked around and stuff. Okay I was being weird just now and not to mention bored. So I asked random people over msn and sms to SAY ANY WORD THAT COMES TO THEIR MIND and it came out like this: block rawr boom lawlessness love purr Hahah ANYWAY. I'm listening to Sorry Sorry now hahah can you believe it I don't even like all those korean groups and stuff. And I can't understand anything they're saying. And with the video on youtube there are like... lyrics. Sorry Shawty Sorry Shawty nuni busyeo busyeo busyeo sumi makyeo makyeo makyeo naega micheo micheo baby baraboneun nunbit soge nunbit soge naneun machi naneun machi mwoe hollin nom ijen beoseonajido motae georeooneun neoui moseup neoui moseup neoneun machi simjangeul bapgo wannabwa ijen beoseonajido motae ... weird. Just read it out to yourself. Oh my korean songs are all the craze now, aren't they. Okay anyway so are korean shows. Like Boys over Flowers. Which I got bored of after watching the first episode. And I've watched Full House before, I think, but I can't even remember what it's about anyway so. If you think about it, Korean shows would be really weird if they were made in English. Just imagine.
Tuesday, November 3, 2009, 10:49 PM
Tennis camp ended yesterday ): it was fun. Haha.And you know, for a tennis camp we hardly played tennis at all. Because of the rain. But it was still quite fun because even though we had to do physical and stuff we played games like netball and soccer (which none of us knew how to play properly). So yeah. And then there was some game where we had, what, seven people? in the team and we were supposed to use only 5 tables to get from one point to another without touching the ground. And I was always on the winning team. HAHAHA. Heh okay anyway in the night we watched some movie. I forgot what it was called. Yeah so the ground was really hard and the air con wasn't working. But somehow I managed to stay asleep the entire night (: Oh yeah I did wake up once. And Julia was awake too and I said something to her but I can't remember what I said. The next morning Julia said I was talking in my sleep but then I said I woke up and said something to her but she said my eyes were closed and i said something like, what, CRYSANE but I still don't know what she's talking about. I've talked in my sleep before actually. Heh. Not my fault. (: There's a lot a lot of things to talk about camp but i'm too lazy so go check lizzie's blog or something. heh. Yesterday morning from 9 to 11 we had BALLGIRL TRAINING. We had a blast. It was so fun. Yeah, right. I don't even want to go for the YOG thing. And yeah it was really boring and we had it again today. After standing in the sun for so long rolling and catching tennis balls, I'm really, really sunburnt. Blah. Three more days. I think. But in the end they'll only choose some people so please please please let them not pick me. I don't want to look like an idiot on international television. Okay so it rained for training again today. Then it stopped. So we dried the courts. Then it rained again. But only for 5 minutes So it was still wet but dry enough. So we started playing Then it rained again. Then coach finally let us off. As if he didn't get the hint already. So we stayed around doing random things like shooting basketballs through hoops and guessing music and other stuff. Things I have learnt over the past two days: > Sunblock is a priority. > Carolyn is obsessed with monopoly stickers. > Never leave your friend in a public bathroom alone without notifying her (especially lizzie) because you wouldn't know what kind of things she would do. Heh sorry about that. > The weather in Singapore is weird. > Avoid bathing in school toilets again. > Julia and Nichole are bullies. > The reception in school is really bad. But it's probably on purpose. > Unattended cheerleading mats are the best.
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